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Friday, November 23, 2012
The Sparrow in the Rafters
Having exhausted the pages of yet another notebook, and now on the verge of putting it to rest, I am, as usual, inclined to look back over it and see what made the cut, what didn't, and what might still be fodder for rumination and/or a blog post. Here are some samples chosen at my discretion. Parenthetical phrases shall be used in yet another miserable attempt at clarification and elucidation:
ensconced in reality (whatever made me think that was a good idea?)
"i do love you thats why i'm leaving" (a keyword entry in my stats a few months ago)
a love poem for Tony Hoaglund (I went through a brief enchantment with this poet earlier this year from which I have since recovered)
Most life is what humans can't see.
Quote by Rilke: "This is the miracle that happens every time to those who really love; the more they give, the more they possess." (what a bunch of hooey that is)
"The Chrysanthemums," by John Steinbeck ( a short story recommendation from a friend)
"Garanimals." Zac Galifianakis' reply, when asked at the Oscars, "What are you wearing?"
Quote by Goethe: "As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live." (more hooey)
Gary was in love with Shari, Stan was in love with me, I was in love with a man I hadn't met yet, and Shari wasn't in love with anybody. (the start of a short story that should probably never see the light of day, some principal characters still alive and all)
pinochle and smelt (see above).
Dusk was deep, the air electric, the view extraordinary. (notes on pink lightning)
Humans have a very poor record.
We shouldn't rate ourselves. Let giraffes do the rating.
"Sometimes I still miss being human. My god, it's all so beautiful." (what Jack told me one morning)
Quote by Bill, at PracticingResurrection: "If we buy products made with slave labor, we contribute to the profits of slave masters and we announce that we prefer the stuff they make to the freedom of slaves, who are usually children."
"Nil desperandum." (never despair)
The Dead Relationship Scrolls (attribution goes to my friend, Diane)
The sheep's in the meadow, the cows are in mourning.
"Cook the potatoes like twenty minutes or so. Well, until they're cooked really." (cooking instructions from "Two Fat Chicks," a great cooking show on the cooking channel - don't judge me)
My mind is like a dog without a master. (did I steal that from somebody?)
It's gonna get crowded under the bridges.
In 1881 Tolstoy took a walk in the woods and found God.
You're really quiet until someone pushes your on button. (what a friend told me)
bragging rights to who knew what pre-internet
Quote from Walker Evans: "Stare, pry, listen, eavesdrop. Die knowing something. We are not here long."
pasture and back field (words I love)
a long and tangled friendship (could be anybody)
"Senator, don't piss down my back and tell me it's raining." (I think it's from Hunter S. Thompson, but I'm not certain)
What seems perfect, sooner or later becomes less than.
Quote from Charles Bukowski: "Bad luck for the young poet would be a rich father, an early marriage, an early success or the ability to do anything well."
from the railroad tracks to the ocean
I cannot resist a burning bush.
the I of the storm
Quote of unknown origin: "He vibrates one wing...to make what one assumes is a pleading sort of noise. Females can sing, too...but their brains tell them not to." (since when?)
Many people are having a hard time getting their eyes adjusted to the light.
dreams as avant garde plays
They create money out of nothing and charge interest on nothing.
Ghosts doing the Orange Dance (I have no idea and neither do you).
Jesus was a quantum physicist.
where meth meets myth (lottery winner found dead from OD)
a lock of hair on barbed wire
Richard Pryor and Khalil Gibran
"The Encyclopedia of Games, Idiocy, and Disaster" (title for a book on relationships a friend and I agreed could be written by either one of us).
"Never stir the fire with a sword." ~ Pythagoras
"Hear a funky noise, the tightening of the screws." ~ from lyrics to the latest Stones song.
Beer Run at the Old Schoolhouse (a blog post I should write someday).
blackberry blossoms in autumn
"Your relationship software is incompatible." (another quote I must attribute to Diane)
a director for the movie of my life: somewhere between Wes Anderson and Tim Burton.
quote from Leonard on The Big Bang Theory: "Sometimes crazy looks like sad so it sucks you back in."
quote from Cletis Stump: "If you're a character in a Raymond Carver story, don't answer the phone."
At the end of my life, I don't want anyone to say, "She played it safe." (and neither should you)
no more Cherry Garcia (upon finding out Ben and Jerry's is a subsidiary of Unilever)
up on the roof as opposed to under the boardwalk
She's so close to the bottom her chin is scraping the rocks. (someone I know who's struggling more than she should be, and no, it's not me).
the sparrow in the rafters
Photograph, "Home Before Dark," by Eudora Welty, just because I like it.
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Fun read, I have a stack of notes that never made it also. I get a power idea and go with that thought sometimes while maybe in the Odditorium.LOL Bukowski did a ramble of things one could do in their lives to experience and progress in life, but at the end said not to ever write poetry.ReplyDelete
Well Bukowski would have known what he was talking about there, 'cause damn he was good.Delete
I love the list and the parenthetical remarks. I suspect The Odditorium will stay with me (and others of your readers) until something strikes...it is a great term just waiting for a context, and the context will be different for each of our odditoria. :-)ReplyDelete
It's all about perspective. LOLDelete
"My mind is like a dog without a master." (keeper)ReplyDelete
Oh good, I like that one, too.Delete
I actually agree with the Goethe quote, and like Tolstoy finding God on a walk, and she's so close to the bottom...ReplyDelete
Hell Teresa, I like almost all of them.
Yeah, but I can never seem to get to the point where I can trust myself.... :)Delete
Happy to see you again. I see Buddy is all "growed" up and an asset to your land. Everyone (well most everyone) needs a fine dog. Hope you are enjoying the holidays.ReplyDelete
Peace from Manzanita
Manzanita! I have missed you so much! Seriously ! Please come back soon...Delete
There are so many gems here. You have plenty to write about.ReplyDelete
I have similar notebooks, they are good to treasure.
And more notes being made.... it seems to be a very deep well...Delete
The question is: do I get rid of them at some point or let my kids wonder for a while, "Just who was our mother? " :)
Wow! Was an thinking adventure just to read these! :) :)ReplyDelete
Hang onto them!! (IMHO) ;)
You never know when one will spark something and catch fire.... :)Delete
Great photo -- "Home Before Dark." I'd say "the sparrow in the rafters," sounds like a intriguing post.-- barbaraReplyDelete
She took some great photos before she wrote some great stories.Delete
We shall see....
Lots of goodies here, Teresa, but I especially like "the I of the storm." I look forward to seeing what you do with some of these...ReplyDelete
Some will rest right where they are and some might see the light of day.... :)Delete
Good morning DJan!
As a huge fan of short stories, "The Chrysanthemums" is one of my all time favorites. Right up there with "The Gift of the Magi"!ReplyDelete
Good Morning, Wild Bill, so good to hear from you! I think short stories are probably my favorite genre: vignettes of life with nothing belabored, almost always poignant, and lots of room for the imagination.Delete
I love "The Gift of the Magi," as well.
This could turn into a job.ReplyDelete
For you or me? :)Delete
I'm not sure what to make of this exchange so I'll just let it be.... :)Delete
funny that I read through this once without even noticing the quote from Bill. :)ReplyDelete
Instead seeing you quote Rilke (hooey or not) reminded me that I've been meaning to ask whether you listen to "On Being with Krista Tippett." It's really excellent and I'm sure you would enjoy it. She recently interviewed Rilke translator Joanna Macy. Great show that I'm sure you'd enjoy: http://www.onbeing.org/program/wild-love-world/61
Every snippet in this post looks like the beginning of a great conversation, preferably over a bottle of wine. Too bad we aren't actual neighbors (rather than just virtual neighbors), as we'd love to have you over to conspire with us.
It's a great quote, and should be heeded by everyone.Delete
Thank you so much for the Krista Tippett suggestion. I will enjoy checking her out. I did link to the Joanne Macy site. Thank You! That's a great site! I always appreciate getting suggestions from people whose perspectives I admire.
I agree that being neighbors would be great fun. Would love to conspire over a bottle of wine. I'm so glad we at least have this virtual connection. It enriches my life.