Sunday, January 30, 2011

Mapping Our Journey in an Open Boat

My boat struck something deep.
Nothing happened:
sounds, silence, waves.
Nothing happened
or perhaps everything happened
and I am sitting in the middle of my new life.
~ Juan Ramon Jimenez

Where to begin...

I'm continually amazed by the avenues Life provides for enriching our lives and enlightening our thoughts through art and literature, all the myriad ways we learn and grow in this ever-expanding universe of thought. To wit:  I recently asked my friend, Michael von Helms, if I could use his painting, "Open Boat," with the above quote, a quote I found discomfiting and at the same time comforting. I seem to like the paradoxes of Life. They tend to create an atmosphere in which further discovery can be made. And discovery seems to be what Life is all about.

Michael responded with a "You betcha," a nod to my Minnesota roots. The first time I ever laid eyes on him at the gallery in Santa Fe, back in the spring of '07, when he heard my speech and guessed, correctly of course, its origin, we immediately and with the greatest of ease, went into a conversation right out of the movie, "Fargo."  It's this thing we do. You probably have friends with whom you also have this connection. One word, one allusion, and you're off and running. It's fun, isn't it, discovery?

He followed his "you betcha," with these words describing his inspiration for the painting:

The title came to me from the corridors of memory. I had read a short story by Stephen Spender (?) titled, "The Open Boat." Taken literally, the story was a nail biter regarding the author's sea wreck and subsequent journey to final safety of land, adrift without oar or sail upon the open sea. As a Life Metaphor, however, the tale was a far more disturbing story of an individual's total loss of control regarding his life...a powerful example of such an unsettling exasperating, agonizing "Journey" to final safety.

Dare I say, it's a place both of us have found ourselves in, metaphorically speaking, something we've talked about in our previous exchanges. Perhaps you've experienced something similar in your own life, an open boat at sea, with no land in sight.

Anyway, after a little googling, I recalled Stephen Spender as a poet of some magnitude whose work I had read previously, but had long forgotten. Obviously, Michael had him on his mind, as well. I also read about Stephen Crane, author of "The Open Boat,"  and his own personal experience going from Florida to Cuba. Michael and I exchanged a couple of emails of mutual recognition, in which he referred to me as Macduff (a character from Macbeth), but that will have to wait for another post. This literary stew I'm creating has enough ingredients for now.

Stephen Spender led to John Berryman (who deserves and will have a post of his own very soon), and the next thing I know, I'm agog with a memory-jarring love of literature, particularly poetry. I ran across the poem by Spender entitled, "I Think Continually of Those Who Were Truly Great."   In a forward of sorts, Spender describes the thoughts which inspired him to write it, including allusions to Beethoven's late quartets, Russian movies by Eisenstein, D.H. Lawrence and his ideas about sex, and Michelangelo. So you see, this drift towards one thing leads to another and... Surely it's happened to you, too.

These lines from the above mentioned poem, with some license being taken by me in its structure, really caught my eye and heart:

I think continually of those who were truly great
Who, from the womb, remembered the soul's history ...
...whose lovely ambition
Was that their lips still touched with fire
Should tell of the Spirit clothed from head to foot in song...

What is precious is never to forget
The essential delight of the blood drawn from the ageless springs
Breaking through rocks in worlds before our earth...

The names of those who in their lives fought for life
Who wore at their hearts the fire's centre.
Born of the sun they traveled a short while towards the sun
And left the vivid air signed with their honor.

You can hear the entire poem accompanied by beautiful art, paintings and photographs, here (I don't believe it's Spender reading, but a fine reader nonetheless) :

What I love about Michael's painting is that the open boat seems to be surrounded by a number of possible sails. Seeing the world through metaphor is part of discovery, of mapping our journey, and what I appreciate in abstract art, as well as in friendships and connections and open boats.

Painting:  Michael von Helms,  "Open Boat"

Photograph courtesy of Google


  1. 'who in their lives fought for life
    Who wore at their hearts the fire's centre'...I like how your posts have a vital passionate core like this. I also appreciate that painting and how it complements the imagery of the writing.

  2. Life is indeed a journey!

    Hope you had a Happy Sunday Teresa!
    xo Catherine

  3. My whole life, it seems, is an open boat.

  4. I enjoyed your thoughts and imagery with lifes journey.

  5. yes, teresa... i feel my sails pointed toward a simplified living pace + my sails point toward more of this eclectic and electric nyc. i don't know what's happening in my boat, yet i know so much is happening to steer me closer to one of them.
    michelle, thewanderer

  6. Paul, Cat, Linda, Steve, and Michelle, I'm glad to be sharing the journey with you. Thank you, each one of you, for reading and leaving a comment. Much Appreciated.

  7. I like this. It fits in with my new life. If I ever flailed through life, not true anymore. I'm back to studying one of my favorite subjects, Atlantis. I got out all my old books of Cayce's and ordered some new (old) ones. His books are deep with Atlantis information.

    I have a male friend from ND who I was fixing up with a girl friend here in Bozeman. She talked to him several times on the phone and listened to his "You betcha's" and "oofta's" and called me and said "why didn't you tell me he spoke Farago? End of that. Ha. There I go again, playing matchmaker... that didn't turn out. "Oofta."

    Wonderful post......You sunshine gal.
    Love and peace.....

  8. Hi Manzanita, I've always found the Atlantis story compelling - a fun and interesting study.

    The Coen Brothers, being native Minnesotans, certainly nailed the inflections and the idioms. It's a very recognizable speech pattern. Darn tootin'.
    Tough for some to handle, apparently. :)

    Thank You! xo

  9. Teresa, the Jimenez quote is one of my all time favorites. It speaks to me of that invisible door we sometimes wander through, unknowingly, to find ourselves in a brand new space, an entirely new person. I know you know exactly what I'm talking about... Love to you sweetheart.

  10. Hey Kristy, I remember seeing the quote on one of your posts. It is a good one. Love to you, too.